Life had been a chaos for me.
My precious Grandmother left us a few days before. I cried real hard, like never before. I seldom go back to my Grandmother's house which is located 8 hours journey away from here. In fact, it’s only a few years once? I went back the week before when my Grandmother was awarded with critical conditions. I spent time massaging her legs, talking to her...  I wonder if I never go back, would I still be so heartache. Probably that's the luckiest period in my life now.

Grandmother, I would always remember how you hold my hands tight. I LOVE YOU! ^^